Must eat more

I've started recording what I'm actually eating. First off, I'm not eating nearly as much as I believed. No wonder I've lost another two pounds. I'm also not eating enough fruit, green and deep-yellow colored vegetables, and I should cool it with the baking. I have to focus a lot on my immune system since it's not unusual for chemo patients to get pneumonia.

Based on my reading, the tumor recurrence could be attributed to anything from genetics to the amount of chlorine and fluoride in my drinking water; death by tap water. I'm also not getting enough sleep, but not just any sleep. I should be in total darkness (literally) for up to 9 1/2 hours every night to get the proper amount of rest. The fact that I've been a recovering insomniac since I was 11-years-old tells me I'm on borrowed time.

I do feel like I'm running out of time. For what, I have no idea. That's a lie, I have some idea. But like Tom Waits wrote: "I'm standing at the station, but I can't get on the train."