catatonic

Candy says I've come to hate my body
 and all that it requires in this world
Candy says I'd like to know completely
 what others so discreetly talk about

Candy says I hate the quiet places
 that cause the smallest taste of what will be
Candy says I hate the big decisions
 that cause endless revisions in my mind

I'm gonna watch the blue birds fly over my shoulder
I'm gonna watch them pass me by
Maybe when I'm older
What do you think I'd see
If I could walk away from me

- "Candy Says", Velvet Underground