Kevin's Dead Cat

After surgery sliced off an entire tumor and 1/3 of my tongue, plus six weeks of radiation therapy, I've been re-learning how to eat, drink, and talk with my newly re-constructed tongue and coping with side effects. But the cancer came back and I don't know what's going to happen next.

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I don't want life to imitate art. I want life to be art.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Kevin's dead cat

From Philip K. Dick's novel, Valis, pg 26:

Our friend Kevin always began his attack one way. "What about my dead cat?" Kevin would ask. Several years ago, Kevin had been out walking his cat in the early evening. Kevin, the fool, had not put the cat on a leash, and the cat had dashed into the street and right into the front wheel of a passing car. When he picked up the remains of the cat it was still alive, breathing in bloody foam and staring at him in horror. Kevin liked to say, "On judgement day when I'm brought up before the great judge I'm going to say, 'Hold on a second,' and then I'm going to whip out my dead cat from inside my coat. 'How do you explain this? I'm going to ask." By then, Kevin would say, the cat would be as stiff as a frying pan; he would hold out the cat by its handle, its tail, and wait for a satisfactory answer.

Fat said, "No answer would satisfy you."

"No answer you could give," Kevin sneered. "Okay, so God saved your son's life; why didn't he have my cat run out into the street five seconds later? Three seconds later? Would that have been too much trouble? Of course, I suppose a cat doesn't matter.?

"You know, Kevin," I pointed out one time, "you could have put the cat on a leash."

Laura's resting place


On September 21st, 2005, Laura was buried in Kaneohe, Hawaii at Hawaiian Memorial Park. I haven't had the strength to post this earlier, not that I really feel that I have it now, but I can't leave it undone. One of her last wishes was to be buried here, with her grandparents. The site is a place of natural beauty, and Laura felt a strong connection to it. The two photos here are of the view from her graveside. When it rains, the mountains are filled with waterfalls. If any of you visit, please let me know.

James